BANGKOK!

& Finally, i went to somewhere that is so far that i got the chance to sat the plane.

Im not very proud to say that, for my 21years, this is the first,

& probably one of the scary experience to be felt sitting there feeling helpless,

praying i would still have the chance to see my loved ones.

 My plane gave a sudden drop in the middle of the air, & no, w No warning.

Last warning to that pilot for the mini heart attack & scene in my head till i reach BKK.

I'm so blown away by ur flying skills. Negatively.

Following up, the spams of photos :D

& THISSSS, is my beautiful hotel room, together w my roomate.

Her first reaction after seeing the room?

"LETS TAKE PICTURESS!!"

and off she ran away gg all corners taking pics of the room. MAD.

& so do i. HAHAHAHAHAAHAHHA :P

                                ROOM MATE FOR 4 DAYS! Susan dearest (:

                           
Railway market!
I LOVE & hate this place.
I LOVELOVELOVE IT cos its so unique of selling things SO CRAZY NEAR to the train track.
The train comes every few hrs thus when the train's gonna arrive,
There will be a very loud bell, alarming the owners & customers,
thus everyone would move their things off the railway.
Thats so..........COOOOOL.

I hates it as well cos, everywhere smells & so..........dirty.
I swear SG wet market is far cleaner than this.
but damn, everything is just so.....cheap.

 The part where the train is arriving.
& this man pushing his veggies off from the railway.
I just dont get why they cant simply place it further & save the time for moving.

 NEXT! FLOATING MARKET! :D
I actually love this the most out of my whole trip hehehhee
i mean, i shop while sitting on the boat!
We're mainly using our mouth to " 150Baht can a not? u reduce i buy! want a not? "
HAHAHAHAHAHA i swear, all the girls showed out their auntie aura that day.
But i enjoyed it. It so fun!

 Elephant show!
Pathetically thin looking, which made me kinda sad.

Watching the Thai cultural performance.
The girls there are almost perfect in shape.

 Not to mention the daily breakfast the hotel offer.
I CRAZILY SIAO LOVE BREAKFAST LIKE DONO SINCE WHEN.
& this totally made me sane.
Im willing to wakeup early everyday just for this. I MISS IT T.T

I wouldnt say BKK is best or worst trip,
but if there is a chance, i would choose to visit the other countries over BKK
even thou i admit its a cheap market everywhere. But i wont say that its a shopping paradise.
Singaporean loves shopping there cos its cheap as compared to here.
But the standard of the clothes is just....meh like in SG. Not really impressed by it thou.
Except for running around shopping in Naraya shop HAHAHAHAAHHA.

On side track,
Im looking forward to work end later cos firstly, its almost friday.
Secondly, its the last day of the boy reservice. YAYYYYYY!
Im kinda bless that i still got to talk to the boy everyday even thou he's far away from me
cos WOOHOOO ns now accepted iphone in camp HEHEHE

Not excited for 2013 to come cos i'll be turning 22 so soon?!!
But first, lemme enjoy the beautiful Dec as there will be more plans to come! :D
I guess its travelling around & having friends, family & Him by my side that keeps me going now.

MONTHS & HEREAFTER

Ive been thinking, typing & back-spacing this space for quite a few times 
cos it seems that Ive lost track to whats happening after my 21st. 
I rmb blogging was such an addiction to me back then when i first started it. 
Its like even how mundane life is, I would have something, even there's nothing, i would bring it out to blog.
But i guess to blog everyday like i used to is too mainstream now. I.Have.A.Life.

In between these 8 months, Life has been cray cray.
Im offically a non-proud-at-all RP Graduated student. yayyyyyyy?
I got my first full-time job which earn me enough to only eat & pay bills.
I had my hair cut SHORT. Painfully hurtingly it felt.
Im going to experience for the first time how its like to sit in a plane, cos....ITS BKK IN 3 WEEKS TIME!
Unfortunately im not feeling a slight excited. trying to by having words capped. Failed.
& ive been rewinding myself by revisit places i used to when im small, like Zoo, Underwater world. MAD.
Of course. The best for the last. I may have found my another half (:

He have been playing both my best friend & ♥ of my life for awhile
I always believe everything happens for a reason & i too believe,
there's a reason to why God chose to send him here at this point of my life.
For all his understanding, selfless & overwhelming love he had been pouring over me,
i couldnt ask for more. 

Thankyou for you. Thankyou for me. Thankyou for us.
Finally the cupid shot it right ♥

The 21st.

Warning : With never ending words, NO PICTURES :x

Celebrated my one & only 21st yesterday w Eileen! cant find a word to describe my feeling.
I'm so thankful to everyone that make the trip down even thou it rained so crazy,
while some had something on before that.
Throughout this birthday, it shows me one thing, Im loved.

First was my Mommylove.
I swear she was the BEST OF THE BEST mom in this whole freaking universe.
honestly, 1/2 of this birthday wouldnt happen if not for her.
Eileen & i do was only ordering food, reply friend request & book venue.
mommylove actually think not only for me but everyone else.
she initiate to cook agar-agar, 2 big container of curry, fried noodles & rice,
she's afraid everyone dosent have enough to eat, afraid that it rain & cant bbq.
not only that, she help me pay most of it cos she knew im broke.
she'd did alot more cant list all down here.
Just wanna give mommy a never ending big tight hug.
she did too much for me.


Second was my Sec School friends.
cant express my gratitude for everyone who came down.
esp Shihui, Sinying, Luis & Cheeseng who even came down earlier esp to help me out for the deco thou in the end it was destroyed by the rain..dident even use the area too ):
Im still feeling mad guilty bout my act for Shihui bday,
i feel i dont even deserve her help for my bday actually..I feel so sorry.

Then was the rest of the sec sch friends who came.
The weather dident love me as it rained mad crazy during the evening
i was worried as there were still many of my sec sch friends that hadent come,
really afraid they might come dwn for nothing.
but still, everyone came down, getting wet. Still, they stay.
I was dejected by that time because of the weather, because i know everyone was not feeling good about this fail event either.
Instead of complaining, these friends return me with smile & supportive words i needed.
' Its ok cindy! the rain will stop & we can start everything again! ' one of them said.
what did i do that i deserve everything they do for me?? i keep asking myself.

i rmb someone asking me about where's my poly friends whereabout..
& one replied me, ' See, we are the awesome one! '
Yes, Im proud to say my Sec sch friends were the most awesome one,
& i know they are the group of them who i'll still see even after 20, 30 years..

Thou it was an advanced one,
im alreadly feeling like as if its the actual day hehe.
still feeling with overwhelming thankfulness & love.
Thou it was not perfect, but thankyou for making it to a near to perfect 21st birthday.
I LOVE YOU ALL WITH ALL MY HEART & SOUL.
Thank God for my family & friends. ♥

Blablabla.

Im thankful for my friends, family & some special ppl that i came across in life.
but sometimes i still cant figure out what this life instored for me.
felt tied down. felt a waste of time.
study for the sake of studying because w/o a cert, society probably bans you.
choosing a course of not ur top interest & still have to do it.
& ive so many unanswered questions for my near future.
i'd probably understand why ppl say to enjoy ur teenage moment,
because u might probably lose it when entering society.
im feeling it.

im partially glad my poly life its over soon.
but on the other hand, where & what should i do next?
it really suck to not have aim & dream, cos i feel like i belong to nowhere standing here in the earth.
too much going on in my brain at this time.
going back to my revision.

& i really suck at relationship.
after so long, im still in this hate-hate r/s with numbers.
someone teach me how to love?