Blablabla.

Im thankful for my friends, family & some special ppl that i came across in life.
but sometimes i still cant figure out what this life instored for me.
felt tied down. felt a waste of time.
study for the sake of studying because w/o a cert, society probably bans you.
choosing a course of not ur top interest & still have to do it.
& ive so many unanswered questions for my near future.
i'd probably understand why ppl say to enjoy ur teenage moment,
because u might probably lose it when entering society.
im feeling it.

im partially glad my poly life its over soon.
but on the other hand, where & what should i do next?
it really suck to not have aim & dream, cos i feel like i belong to nowhere standing here in the earth.
too much going on in my brain at this time.
going back to my revision.

& i really suck at relationship.
after so long, im still in this hate-hate r/s with numbers.
someone teach me how to love?