L.O.V.E

Decided to download Blogger app just now, cos i had the urge & feeling to blog words from what my heart is feeling right now hehe. 

As what people or quotes you will see all around, they say Love takes two hands to clap. Either i'm too blinded by my own naive so-called love or im too slow to realise the meaning behind, i'd probably spend my whole student life having a crush only on 1 person patiently thou i alreadly know the ending of the story. 

Maybe i'd missed chances of being with someone great once, but never had i once regret for the decision made for holding onto that one feeling for that one person because that's what my heart says so. When my heart say its time to let go, I believe fate probably could have bring someone greater into my life.

I believe & listened to my heart all along when comes to feeling cos i'm a big believer to it & Im really very grateful fate brought us together. A greater man which changes my life almost completely, a man who constantly pouring me care, putting me as priority & his unconditional love. And most importantly, He changes me for the Better.

From the frantic expression(& even more kanjiong than me!) when i lost my lil keychain just now & the misplaced wallet(Almost got so touched when he actually went search the trashbin w his bare hands) to how he is Always so patient & remind me of how beautiful & perfect i am to him whenever i am feeling so inconfidence of myself. To that, im almost sure he is a keeper. ;) 

Thou i may not always speak up my inner feelings of thoughts to him cos i dont know how to put in words & said directly, but Every words & action he said & did it Just for me, I would always remind of myself how blessed i am to have met him & not forgetting to Thank God for this.

I love you, the sunshine of my life. x

Reminisce em once again..

13 more days, till its end of my first full time job.

Making a little change in life, hoping things going right.

Be it for the good or bad it might be, i believe this choice i made is right.

Was at Jem the new mall at JE yesterday with the boy

when happen that a grp of teenagers sat beside us, 

talking & laughing out loud like nobody cares in the world.

Then, the memories of once i used to do all that with my cliques strikes me..

I miss those days..

I wouldnt care bout money, bout relationship, bout work, future..

the only thing i care is exam, tests & hmwk thats all.

As a teenager it seems like every wrong or bad things done was ok, was alright.

Like laughing out so loud in mac that everyone looks at us..

like sitting on the floor in mrt with everyone staring at us..

playing the fire/candles on multistory carpark & had ppl called the police & check on us.

Really, really miss hanging out with my friends..

Thou times changed since everyone goes different ways,

but those memories spent together will always kept in me,

& i cant help smiling & reminiscing all of em be it its a good or bad ones.

My secondary school period will always be the BEST time of my life.

THOUGHTS.

Forsake my blog for the longest time cos im just plain too lazzy to update like i used to alreadly :X
Days of not being a student made me feel alot more free,
like my only stress time is work but other than that, im always running out everywhere.
Of course, life like that seems great but at the same time, i felt i needed to accomplish my degree.
I dont feel complete without taking my degree BUT. i am still lost to where & which course to study ):
HAIS.

I do envy my friends who studied full time, having their great student life.
I see my friends stressing over proj, rushing homeworks.
yeah, they may seem sucha hassle but man, i actually wish im participating like everyone is doing.
Alreadly wasted a year not moving on to education, i felt like i am so behind from everyone alreadly.

I want to start planning!
I want to know what i want!

But i need confident & motivation.
Lots of them.