Aimless

It feels like so long since im out as a diploma graduate.
Im seeing my friends chasing her dream jobs, while some doing their degree alreadly.
It is natural that i should feel very hopeless & useless, isnt it?
I wish like these people, i know what i wanna do in life. I envy them.
Without an aim , i cant move on. I cant choose what i wanna study..
But at the same time i dont want to be stagnant & remain like this....):

How long till i know whats my aim & purpose in life?

I know i should feel positive, but i cant help feeling dejected as well.
Hopefully i'll picture my life out soon.

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