Aimless

It feels like so long since im out as a diploma graduate.
Im seeing my friends chasing her dream jobs, while some doing their degree alreadly.
It is natural that i should feel very hopeless & useless, isnt it?
I wish like these people, i know what i wanna do in life. I envy them.
Without an aim , i cant move on. I cant choose what i wanna study..
But at the same time i dont want to be stagnant & remain like this....):

How long till i know whats my aim & purpose in life?

I know i should feel positive, but i cant help feeling dejected as well.
Hopefully i'll picture my life out soon.

x

L.O.V.E

Decided to download Blogger app just now, cos i had the urge & feeling to blog words from what my heart is feeling right now hehe. 

As what people or quotes you will see all around, they say Love takes two hands to clap. Either i'm too blinded by my own naive so-called love or im too slow to realise the meaning behind, i'd probably spend my whole student life having a crush only on 1 person patiently thou i alreadly know the ending of the story. 

Maybe i'd missed chances of being with someone great once, but never had i once regret for the decision made for holding onto that one feeling for that one person because that's what my heart says so. When my heart say its time to let go, I believe fate probably could have bring someone greater into my life.

I believe & listened to my heart all along when comes to feeling cos i'm a big believer to it & Im really very grateful fate brought us together. A greater man which changes my life almost completely, a man who constantly pouring me care, putting me as priority & his unconditional love. And most importantly, He changes me for the Better.

From the frantic expression(& even more kanjiong than me!) when i lost my lil keychain just now & the misplaced wallet(Almost got so touched when he actually went search the trashbin w his bare hands) to how he is Always so patient & remind me of how beautiful & perfect i am to him whenever i am feeling so inconfidence of myself. To that, im almost sure he is a keeper. ;) 

Thou i may not always speak up my inner feelings of thoughts to him cos i dont know how to put in words & said directly, but Every words & action he said & did it Just for me, I would always remind of myself how blessed i am to have met him & not forgetting to Thank God for this.

I love you, the sunshine of my life. x